my happy ending

"My Happy Ending"

So much for my happy ending

Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something You said?

Don't leave me hanging

In a city so dead

Held up so high

On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult

But so are they

But they don't know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for acting like you cared

And making me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watching as I fall

And letting me know we were done

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away

All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending

So much for my happy ending

Love hurts

Sabi nila masarap daw magmahal...
Sabi naman ng iba masakit daw magmahal...
Para sa 'kin hindi mo siguro masasabing nagmahal ka talaga
kung hindi mo naranasan masaktan...

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Qoutes about falling inlove and falling because of love...



~ minsan nakakasawa pag lagi sya andyan,
minsan nakakasakal pag lagi sya concern,
minsan nagsasawa ka na at nsasakal dahil sa kanya,
pero pano pag minsan wala na sya,
magiging masaya ka ba?



~ i fell for you once and i think im falling for you AGAIN...
this time its FOREVER...
but this second time may mean goodbye
for i know that it is IMPOSSIBLE for you to be mine...



~ it was worse when i thought you were thinking of me...
worse when i thought you were already mine...
worse when i thought you loved me...
even worse to see myself so in love with you..
without knowing you love someone else~



nAiiCp mo pa kYa aKo?
NaaLaLa mo Pa kYa uNg dating Tau?
KhT kya mInsAn naiCp monG baLikAn unG mgA panAhoNg eiOn?
KSe aKo ggWin ko LahAt buMaLik Ka Lng Sa buHay Ko!!



~nUng cnBi mo Sa Kin na Kht keLan d ka Na MgmamahL ng isang fwEn, npTigiL ako nUn, mhaL kc kta eH! FweNDz nGa taU db?
KyA nicP ko itAgo nLng..
perO baT gaNun? CYa miNahaL mo?
Eh Db fwEnz Lng Kau?



~ Nasaktan ka ba ng malaman mong may mahal na kong iba?...
Pasensya na ha..ayoko na kasing umasa...
pagod na rin kong maghintay...
pero makakatulong ba kung sabihin kong...
handa ko siyang iwan para sa yo....



~Bakit kung kelan mahal na kita, bigla kang nawala?
Bakit kung kelan mahal na kita, nilayuan mo ako?
Bakit kung kelan mahal na kita, ipinakilala mo sha sa akin?
Kung kelan mahal na kita, saka mo sinabing: “masarap ka palang kaibigan”



~Sad yung pag gising mo sa umaga, sya yung naiisip mo..
naiisip at hinahanap mo..
hinahanap dahil wla sya sa tabi mo..
wala sya dahil di sya sayo..at di magiging sayo....



~Sino mahal mo?
Aah...sya pala yun...
kaya pala nasasaktan ako..pero ok lang yun!
Kase alam kong masaya ka kahit masakit kase mahal kita....



~Minsan umiyak ako..
kase nawala ka raw..
di na raw kita makikita..
iyak ako ng iyak..
kase minsan na kitang iniyakan..
wag na sanang maulit pa..
kaya pls wag kang lalayo sakin..pwede ba?



~Kala ko nun tapos na...
kala ko nakalimutan na kita,
di ko inaasahang aabot sa ganito...
nababaliw na ko sa pagmamahal sayo!
ito lang tanong ko,ako kaya...mahal mo?!



~Ilang beses ko na sinabi sa sarili ko na hinding-hindi na kita mamahalin,
ngunit tuwing nakikita kita laging sinasabi ng puso ko
“hanggang ngayon mahal pa din kta.
Di yun magbabago!”



~Bakit pag mahal natin ng sobra sobra ang isang tao handa nating gawin ang lahat lahat..
pero bakit ganun?
Kahit lahat ginawa mo na bakit wala ka pa ring magawa para mahalin ka nya..



~sabi nla t*nga ako,
sabi nila bobo ako,
lahat na sinabi nila,
pero bakit mahal pa rin kita?
Sabi ko...kala ko kse may pag-asa,wala pala!
nasaktan tuloy ako...



~sa lahat ng nangyari,bakit ikaw pa rin yung mahal ko?
Kahit saan ako magpunta, ikaw pa rin nakikita ko.
kahit ano gawin ko,ikaw pa rin nasa isipan ko..
ewan ko ba! Basta mahal kta!!



~In life knowing how to lose is often just as important as knowing how to win,
so when u fall, know how to get up!
dust yourself and say: “nandyan naman si Lore hindi ako iiwan nun..”

acceptance

I got this message from a friend...
It's really nice...



Here's the answer to the question on what to prefer:* the one who loves you or the one you love... *this is also for those who are waiting for the person they love to love them back openly, to those who are looking for love and those who know that their love is not meant to be... Sometimes, in our relentless efforts to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns. Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words, for you will find rewarding happiness not with the man you love but the man whom loves you more. The best lovers are those who are capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the other person to grow, but never too far to feel the love deep within your being. To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. *Letting go is not just letting the other person free but it is also setting yourself free from all bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness rare away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let you grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may found peace in just loving someone from a distance not expecting anything in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today. There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship... don't be so bitter about it! For it is a kind of FRIENDSHIP that will last for a LIFETIME!!! We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don't have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don't let your heart run your life, be sensible, and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow: If you lose love that doesn't mean that you failed in love. *Cry, if you have to, but make sure that the tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime. "When I lost you, I was the one who loved you most, but between us you lost more. For someday I can love someone the way that I loved you but you will never be loved again the way that I did." Pay attention to what you read. After you read this, you will know the reason it was sent to you! People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person.

one

VERTIGO......

The sensation of dizziness...

A confused, disoriented state of mind...

The perfect word to describe how I feel right now...

bored

now i'm getting bored with a lot of things..
or maybe a little impatient at some point..
sometimes i feel like going away and wander..
i want to go to places where i could meet interesting people that i could talk to..
i want to hear stories of all sorts..
i want to do a lot of things..
i want to enjoy life...